I thought I was happy again but I just hadn’t been alone in a while. I wish I could be normal and not need people around to make me feel better

smoking was helping me for a while but im so fucking sad right now and i dont know what to do

i’m so fucking jealous of people that have parents that accept them. i wish my mom would talk to me when i’m having problems. hell, i’d be happy if i at least could tell her about girls. i thought that coming out would be the hard part because it was new to her but i had no idea that she was going to completely disregard everything i said and insist that i’m straight. all i want is to be able to come home with a girl and have my mom befriend her and not have my mom yell at me every time i ask to hang out with her. it’s gotten to the point where i don’t even want to date anyone so they don’t have to deal with her shit.

Ive had people laugh in my face when i’ve broken down crying telling them my darkest secret. Ive had people tell me that my problems are stupid and annoying. So it’s no wonder why I can’t seem to open up to anyone anymore

you make me so happy but i’m so scared that my mom is going to ruin us or that you’re going to realize that my body is gross and leave just like she did. please stay for a while ive needed this for so long

i’ve been so happy for the past few weeks but i cant help but be scared for when i crash again. i wish i could just be happy and stay happy

Early this morning I woke up crying and screaming. I’m not sure if I want to know what my dream was about

Anonymous asked: Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?

probs not